do you ever feel like, somehow you don't belong anywhere you are now?
like no one can match you. no one can fit you.
no one can fully understand you, while you desperately want to be understood.
and all days just went away without meaning
laughters just felt at the very moment
and when you go back home it all clung to oblivion, let you to dwell in sadness and despair again, of finding that one person who can fully understand you.
that is, your 'kind'.
be it a girl or boy
you imagined that they can guess precisely what's on your mind. what music you listen right now. what interests you right now. simply because he/she feels alike!
you imagined that you will have a long talk with them. for hours. talking about things you both have in common. from fashion taste to political view.
for you he/she is a human form of perfection, a human form of your muse.
and you decide that finally, you got someone who can be your friend for life.
if that person is a girl, you would want her to be your friend for the rest of your life. sharing apartment while you're both still single, shopping and clubbing together, and when you're both married, enrolling your children to the same school, going to spa together while talking about your husband, marriage life, or career life, or whatever. and that goes on till you're both old. :)
if that person is a boy, you hope that he can be your best friend, your lover, your guidance, your everything. and you can spend your lifetime together, with slight quarellings that do nothing but attach you both more and more.
and so, i decided that i am on my way to pursue that person.
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