i know it's kinda lame to talk about 2013 by now, but whatever, i feel like i have to do this.
so!
so many happiness and sadness, ups and downs, in 2013, like any other year, but clearly 2013 is not my best year--not one of my favorite year.
in the beginning of 2013, i decided to stop living in the dorm. the reason is very simple: i can't keep my room clean and i'm sick of it. you are not the first to say i'm really silly, thank you. but it bothers me a lot, so yeah i moved! yaaay.
and commuting to my campus everyday is really something. it is really, REALLY tiresome. i spend around 3-4 hours a day, and for me it's a big deal, but moving back to dorm for me is unimaginable...so i chose to (wo)man up! and continue my commuting life....orz.... luckily in my 5th term i find a friend who shares the same way home and sometimes i go home with him. it's kinda helpful, teehee.
committees.
NFF was held in March (or April i didn't really remember) and it was truly remarkable. i got some of my best shots ever! :) you can see it in my previous post about NFF.
and then i joined two more commitees, my last committees.
one of them was OPK. it's a committee that is formed annually to organize initiation for freshmen. i joined for fun, and it was! :).
another one was Jazz Goes To Campus! this time i was the Vice Coordinator of Visual Communication Design. i must admit that i wasn't doing my best and i'm somewhat disappointed. the event went well though.
i'm glad my first ever planned trip with my high school friends went smoothly. we went to Jogjakarta, yay! those four days was truly remarkable, i was really happy. i love Jogjakarta and i love visiting that lovely town with my friends.
and...ta-da...achievement unlocked, my GPA has sunk to the new low this year in 5th term. it really, really disappointed me. i also admit that i put so little effort to get good grades and i regret it. :( this should be a reminder for me to do better this year. ha!
and why is this year not my favorite?
because i feel like wasting the whole year, not doing or achieving anything that makes me happy or proud. i didn't feel alive. i didn't put my best effort on anything. look at my GPA for instant, i effortlessly achieved that lowest GPA ever.
and then! i stopped learning photography. i stopped learning graphic design. i stopped drawing, for god's sake, i didn't spend time as much as i should on my hobbies and interests. i feel like a crap. i even feel sorry for myself.
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i self-promised this year my grades should go up again. and investing more time on my hobbies is a must. and yes, i should read more books this year! and i have to try to read history. hmm.
2014, be good!
